There is nothing they can say now: I go against the

I go against the brotherhood alone.

They choose images they might not be theirs and worse narratives that may not be theirs either. Like I know the actors may be mad, but are they apart of the brotherhood or an elite American spy program that has gone awry in their latest endeavor.

I know you are mad, but everything happening is due to the brotherhood not me.

I said that in a dream. I want to remember that and also remember my mother was doing a strange thing when I awoke. I'm certain she was making a gun gesture. When I awoke, she was sitting up looking at me. People are apart of some kind of demon society.

I refuse to have an episode behind this though. I am still going to fast. I am still going to see Dr. P. This blog will ultimately become so luny that I won't even want it to be found.

I'm going up against Goliath in terms of what I'm facing. If I'm going up against Aztecs, and the brotherhood, it'll be hard all my life. I'm prepared to fight.

I have to get organized.

Write down the challenge I made on 07/20.

Find out what my triggers are, and what quickly calms me.

I need to get back right with LSA.