I've made a decision. I'm going to have my breasts reduced in size.
I didn't want to do this for the longest time because I happen to be a one of a kind woman who can't really cum without nipple stimulation and I felt like after the BR they would be without sensation.
The thing is, ever since this "group" whom is either Islamic or Anon came upon me, I no longer have the slightest interest in cumming, because of several reasons.
Reason number 1, my sexuality was kind of based on black masculinity, in that I found Black American men to be very sexy, the thing is this group is obsessed wit turning me into a man, and vice versa for *some* black males, so it's kind of a waste of time. Also, most importantly, they try to re - enact my *private* fantasies, and when they do...they use an ALL non-black cast, and it looks PERVY. Like, everytime they send me a sex dream now, it's like getting an orgasm that you feel bad about. Like it's gross. I don't know why, but when I think of sexy things, or view sexy things, etc, I don't find it pervy...when a whole group decides to send me sexy things, it's just tasteless. In fact, there was an old "dream" group from long ago, that would send me sex dreams, and when they did, it was always sexy, tasteful, and well put together. Once, a long time ago, they sent me a sex dream in which couples were fkn on the roof. The old group from about 10 years ago used to send me tasteful dream porn. This new group just makes me want to get the fgm on acct of them sending weird shit that I don't find attractive, but since they are possessing your body, you orgasm anyway to something that would never make you cum outside of dream world.
This is why I want a br. I'm thinking a b cup to be honest.
They sent me a dream this Saturday and
I didn't want to do this for the longest time because I happen to be a one of a kind woman who can't really cum without nipple stimulation and I felt like after the BR they would be without sensation.
The thing is, ever since this "group" whom is either Islamic or Anon came upon me, I no longer have the slightest interest in cumming, because of several reasons.
Reason number 1, my sexuality was kind of based on black masculinity, in that I found Black American men to be very sexy, the thing is this group is obsessed wit turning me into a man, and vice versa for *some* black males, so it's kind of a waste of time. Also, most importantly, they try to re - enact my *private* fantasies, and when they do...they use an ALL non-black cast, and it looks PERVY. Like, everytime they send me a sex dream now, it's like getting an orgasm that you feel bad about. Like it's gross. I don't know why, but when I think of sexy things, or view sexy things, etc, I don't find it pervy...when a whole group decides to send me sexy things, it's just tasteless. In fact, there was an old "dream" group from long ago, that would send me sex dreams, and when they did, it was always sexy, tasteful, and well put together. Once, a long time ago, they sent me a sex dream in which couples were fkn on the roof. The old group from about 10 years ago used to send me tasteful dream porn. This new group just makes me want to get the fgm on acct of them sending weird shit that I don't find attractive, but since they are possessing your body, you orgasm anyway to something that would never make you cum outside of dream world.
This is why I want a br. I'm thinking a b cup to be honest.
They sent me a dream this Saturday and
Ugh...like I cannot do it.
They sent me that dream of that white girl in a train wit those boys...ain nobody got time 4 that. It look like it stank in that entire room. I don't know how or why, but they making me despise sex low key. Everytime they send me some shit, it's like it's in HD, and it's like watching porn with a whole bunch of white people...gross.
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