It's Their Job: I'm aware of that, but let me express some feelings of jealously

I'm aware that it is people's job to hate on me and humiliate me at any possible turn. I'm aware of that, but still let me express some feelings of jealously. Only briefly though, because logically, it's just impossible.

Anyway, I don't know why, but last year jealously came upon me. Like, when I got pregnant, all of sudden that let the wrong ones in and when they started sending me these dreams, for the 1st time in like ever, I was jealous.

It's so weird, because I've always been used to being ugly, like I did have attractive friends, but I was the ugliest. I don't know why, darnedest thing.

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