This is tea, but am I the man in this instance, the woman...like I am straight confusion

I thought they said I was a man on the other side.
Or a dog.
Or a child.

I honestly have the hardest time following these people. And Tiffany Haddish called me an ignorant junky, why? Why some of these folks acting like its too easy; it's a simple solution to end it all. If I kill myself, like how do that even work?!

And to be quite honest, I have a hard time listening to them at all behind the fact that they told so many stories about EVERYTHING. They told me to get pregnant, that didn't work. They told me to generate E, all that did was move some people elsewhere, then this last thing, I just don't see it working. I feel like why put any kind of thought into it cuz it's just not gon work. As much as they hate seeing what they're seeing or smelling, as much as I really want to know what they're seeing, I just don't see it working that way. Somebody on GLP said I was on the wrong tl. I think that is the very best info that I have gotten thus far.

I'm not gon let these people get me down. If you were forced to watch disgusting executions, and rape every day, I'm sure you'd come up wit something to. I need to just remember that I don't have to see what they are seeing...