I have rethought some things. Why should I abstain from sexual pleasure? It doesn't make a BIT of difference, because they are attached to my soul during sleep which is the cousin of death. If my thought process on this is correct, they'll be along for the ride until I die which may be in 50 years or so, around age 84, so in the year 2079.
Anyway, I really don't want to orgasm cuz I won't get the back to back orgasm, and after you've had that, it's like anything else is some bullshit. Also, I really do have to get used to the idea that they are apart of Islam or the KKK or whatever, and like it or not, they don't like sex specifically concerning black people. I should simply get used to this.
However, I'll probably have one more time that I do "relieve" myself, but at this point, I don't want to use anyone other than myself to cum...I just can't take it. Even if you use a cartoon woman, they'll try and say this and that about you, and like I said, I don't have any real autonomy during sleep which leads me to believe despite any attitude or personality I build during the day, come dead time, if these parasites are still attached to me well any achievements I will complete in my lifetime will be overshadowed by nonsensical fktarded charges based off of thoughts alone.
I think it's pretty fucked to sentence someone to death and ass rape in jail...because of thoughts...Anyway, there is no way to fight it. Resistance is futile, all I can do is deal with what makes me happy during my time here on Earth. Oh, for any of you jackasses, (that means you who are in my dreams) please don't send me any of your shitty, pervy sex scenes. Seriously. it puts a bad feeling in my stomach and gives me a "useless" orgasm. I'll achieve my own orgasm through clitoral play when I have lost enough weight to feel sexy about how I look and what not. Until then, don't. Nobody want to see them nasty ass looking white kids sexing like they sent me on Saturday. Chile...there were some white Angels or Jinn who used to have control over my dreams b4 2012 or around 2013ish who sent tasteful sex dreams with tasteful kink...that was then, now I get foolishness that is nothing you would cum to in real life. Gross.
Anyway, I really don't want to orgasm cuz I won't get the back to back orgasm, and after you've had that, it's like anything else is some bullshit. Also, I really do have to get used to the idea that they are apart of Islam or the KKK or whatever, and like it or not, they don't like sex specifically concerning black people. I should simply get used to this.
However, I'll probably have one more time that I do "relieve" myself, but at this point, I don't want to use anyone other than myself to cum...I just can't take it. Even if you use a cartoon woman, they'll try and say this and that about you, and like I said, I don't have any real autonomy during sleep which leads me to believe despite any attitude or personality I build during the day, come dead time, if these parasites are still attached to me well any achievements I will complete in my lifetime will be overshadowed by nonsensical fktarded charges based off of thoughts alone.
I think it's pretty fucked to sentence someone to death and ass rape in jail...because of thoughts...Anyway, there is no way to fight it. Resistance is futile, all I can do is deal with what makes me happy during my time here on Earth. Oh, for any of you jackasses, (that means you who are in my dreams) please don't send me any of your shitty, pervy sex scenes. Seriously. it puts a bad feeling in my stomach and gives me a "useless" orgasm. I'll achieve my own orgasm through clitoral play when I have lost enough weight to feel sexy about how I look and what not. Until then, don't. Nobody want to see them nasty ass looking white kids sexing like they sent me on Saturday. Chile...there were some white Angels or Jinn who used to have control over my dreams b4 2012 or around 2013ish who sent tasteful sex dreams with tasteful kink...that was then, now I get foolishness that is nothing you would cum to in real life. Gross.
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