for THIS many people to be involved in my life.
It's like, I get it, I'm damned, but I don't know why it has to be a WORLD level issue.
The way I feel is I just live my life, go on about my dreams and then when I'm close to death
I say(DAG I can't even use my darn gif!)-anyway, when I'm close to death I'll just say I DON'T WANT TO LEAVE and be nagging the hospital staff on my death bed and be having all types of fits cuz I know what will be coming next.
Until then, I don't need to ever step foot in a hospital again. I got 50 years left in the Eye simulation. This means that I go back to school to get better pay, work as a nurse for about 10 years in any state or place, then from age 60 to ?? I'll be FREE to go to the CASINO as much as I want. Obviously, living with them is unfortunate, but nothing that I wish to dwell on. They just get me down sometimes about the whole thing, cuz it's like I got my whole life ahead of me, yet I have to share my life with nutters.
They sitting up here saying Kill me now, and I'm like, girl BYE!!!
Lol, but imagine me at 60, STILL playing the same old music I've always listened to. I think that's how it's gon be, I don't feel like I've matured much. The only thing is I no longer care about what anyone thinks.
The whole world is against me...So WHAT?
It's like, I get it, I'm damned, but I don't know why it has to be a WORLD level issue.
The way I feel is I just live my life, go on about my dreams and then when I'm close to death
I say(DAG I can't even use my darn gif!)-anyway, when I'm close to death I'll just say I DON'T WANT TO LEAVE and be nagging the hospital staff on my death bed and be having all types of fits cuz I know what will be coming next.
Until then, I don't need to ever step foot in a hospital again. I got 50 years left in the Eye simulation. This means that I go back to school to get better pay, work as a nurse for about 10 years in any state or place, then from age 60 to ?? I'll be FREE to go to the CASINO as much as I want. Obviously, living with them is unfortunate, but nothing that I wish to dwell on. They just get me down sometimes about the whole thing, cuz it's like I got my whole life ahead of me, yet I have to share my life with nutters.
They sitting up here saying Kill me now, and I'm like, girl BYE!!!
Lol, but imagine me at 60, STILL playing the same old music I've always listened to. I think that's how it's gon be, I don't feel like I've matured much. The only thing is I no longer care about what anyone thinks.
The whole world is against me...So WHAT?
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